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Deus Ex Machina – Pre-Order Now Available

Hola Amigos,

You can now pre-order signed bundles of my upcoming dual poetry and music collection, Deus Ex Machina. There are lots of options available, including signed copies, signed photos and much more.

Pre-Order Options

You can also pre-order the ebook version of the book, and various digital versions of the album.

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Besos,

J x


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Don’t Remember Me

Love you,

I do,

in an endless,

aching way,

sometimes,

the way it flows through my soul,

feels familiar,

and I am found off balance,

by the words I feel I’ve said before.

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I have been a mystery,

a far off aspiration,

a headache,

a heartache.

His doll,

his toy,

your hunnybee,

her darling dearest,

his sordid secret,

the slightest bit neurotic,

full of nonsense,

cherie,

cherie,

cherie.

Romantica is everyone’s baby,

for a time,

a girl built from stars,

and sonnets,

and scars.

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I want to be more,

for you.

I want to be what you see in your dreams,

I want to be the heavenly fantasy that haunts you,

stuck in your throat,

because you’re not quite ready to tell me,

honestly,

I am only complete,

when I am built in an image,

that someone completely adores.

I am my own.

I am fiercely individual.

I am an Aquarius,

after all,

but none of that is true,

when I belong to you,

and every you that came before,

is a temporary tattoo,

that I have scraped away,

until I shove their words back in my mouth,

smiling and wiling away the hours,

repeating myself,

and all my greatest clip show episodes,

because I need to fulfil you,

but I don’t know how.

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I am fulfilled,

and this time,

it hits differently,

your name sits differently on my lips,

every second,

of my night terrors,

waking me,

saving me,

like a spell,

like a kiss,

I call out your name,

and I am transformed,

transferred to blissful safety.

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Love you,

I do,

and I think you love me too.

I think that I fulfil you,

by the way I think of you,

night and day,

and I think,

you’d kill for me,

in my dreams,

if I asked you nicely,

if I said it soothes me,

to see rivers of blood,

oceans of rage,

your white shirt,

soft neck,

a gallery,

for finality.

I don’t know,

who I want dead next,

I think,

maybe it would be sweet,

if you killed the bad dreams,

and bad habits,

I carried with me.

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What if one day,

I’m just somebody you remember,

when you see your horoscope,

as you scan the morning paper?

What if one day,

I’m just an uncomfortable,

awkward sex dream,

that makes you confused,

and upset,

causing tension with your wife,

that you can’t explain,

because then you’d have to think of me,

again,

but I am gone,

you haven’t seen me for years,

and it hurts to say my name,

because I did what I always do,

and…

I don’t want to be gone,

this time.

I don’t want you to remember,

because I don’t want you to forget.


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Signed Paperback Restocks Now Available

Hola amigos,

Signed Paperback copies of my new poetry collection, Ol’ Brown Eyes Is Back, as well as 27, With A White Lighter are now available again in my store 🙂

Ol’ Brown Eyes Is Back

27, With A White Lighter


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New Merch Available

Hola amigos,

There is a new range of merch, including shirts, phone covers, posters and signed items, available in my store, themed around my upcoming album and poetry collection, Deus Ex Machina.

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Purchase New Merch

Preorder Deus Ex Machina

Besos,

J x


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Live Performance In London Tonight

Hola amigos,

I’ll be performing tonight, at The Week Behind Bars in London. I’m really excited to share some of my new work with you, and I hope to see some of you there 🙂

You can find full details and buy tickets here

Besos,

J x


Read My Books

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RECENT FREE CREATIVE WRITING COLLECTIONS
In The Garden Of The Free Children
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Sad Girl’s Love Song

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