I don’t miss him,just the escape that he promised.I thought I could be that girl from my records, if I just stayed the course,kept my thoughts as clear as the skin on my face tuned selfies,kept my mind on my madness, staring at my sickness until she grew small. I’ve never loved anyone more than…

Caged by the mistakes of your poisoned protector,grief, written across your wings.Grief for the girl you should have been,the child who never had a chance,pulled across the torture rack before you were a teen,blamed for patterns that were scratched into your skin before you were even born. Caged by projection from your Peter Pan protector,doomed…

Aching,asking for an answer, in the lonely, lost hours,that will one day be a dream,or a source of laughter.I just have to last a little longer.This is a test of my tenacity.Tempting as it is to fail,I stay the course,cool under pressure,only by virtue of being so close to completion of my life’s cycle.One day,…