Sincerely, Jennifer x

Is it really so hard to do?
Am I incapable?
Maybe I could learn,
answering questions,
lying that I’m not afraid to ask them,
eyes unable to be honest,
staying closed and critical,
begging myself to hide behind the boys I knew.
Is it really so hard to do?
Am I incapable?
Nah, I’m honest, if you know acrostics.