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Movie Star
You said that loving me was hard to do, because you never had a clue what was real and what was just another reel of my endless Hollywood saga. If I was to tell you the truth, I’d say that I wasn’t sure either. The lights are flickering as you find me, somewhere in the…
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I Want To Be Saved
When he comes for me,I’ll smile as my soul is snatched,because I heard once that there was more to life than dying,but I never really believed it. I spent a long time last night,asking myself if it would hurt to finally be torn from this life,but my body is bruised,my heart, hurt in so many…
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Old Scratch and The Fatherless Fawn
Fatherless fawn,meeting Old Scratch at dawn,his mark etched down her back,his voice, vibrating in the earth, disturbing and disrupting the plants and the worms. She was a difficult child,daughter of lies,lost under the lights,an angel that never had the chance to fall,fated to stay, stuck on the ground where she was born. She was watched,…
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Doing DIY
I am busy, building,burrowing down and finding my bearings,bricks on bricks,one breath after the other,one step, and then another,because I have so much to do,and I don’t have the luxury of letting myself fail. I am constructing,while distracting myself from the volcano that erupts around my shoulders.Reconstructing my confidence,grasping at the presence of hope,keeping it…
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Unapproachable
I don’t think I miss her.Miss naive. New on the scene,always in a mess before long,and it was so exhausting to scrub her clean.I think I prefer her with a little grit,a little dirt on her soul,so people know not to fuck with her.