I am wearing that scarlet slip I know you like, my hair is soft and smells of strawberries, and I can barely resist another peek in the mirror, glimmering like a midnight fantasy, smiling as I hear the harmony of your key turning in the door. Tonight, I am going to seize the means of…

3am, you fumbled your feelings, mumbling some monologue as I absent mindedly ate ice cream, outside the Ingress Park McDonald’s, shivering and pretending to be listening. The lonely sea was a million miles away, but you were drowning, damned and facing your fate, it shined in my indifferent eyes, and you wished with such fury…

Sprung on you, as Spring time fades into a memory, swallowed by the heat of Summer and her passion. The warmth with which you kiss me, your lips that taste of a mix of all the drinks we’ve shared tonight, some divine cocktail that I am addicted to. The stars can see that I love…

The same way seems sensible, my regular route down the dark and dangerous dirt path of the human experience. Why try to change my habits, my expectations? Hope is not, and has never been for girls like me, you know. I knew a man once, who said he loved me with his whole heart, and…