3am, you fumbled your feelings, mumbling some monologue as I absent mindedly ate ice cream, outside the Ingress Park McDonald’s, shivering and pretending to be listening. The lonely sea was a million miles away, but you were drowning, damned and facing your fate, it shined in my indifferent eyes, and you wished with such fury…

Sprung on you, as Spring time fades into a memory, swallowed by the heat of Summer and her passion. The warmth with which you kiss me, your lips that taste of a mix of all the drinks we’ve shared tonight, some divine cocktail that I am addicted to. The stars can see that I love…

The same way seems sensible, my regular route down the dark and dangerous dirt path of the human experience. Why try to change my habits, my expectations? Hope is not, and has never been for girls like me, you know. I knew a man once, who said he loved me with his whole heart, and…

I am on a ledge,once again.There is no danger of death,just sentimental suffering,and I see her watching,sharing popcorn with her boyfriend,shielding her eyes from the sun,so she can get a better look at her lovefool. I’m going to fall.She knows it. I know it. Her ugly boyfriend knows it. The gathering crowd knows it.She blows…