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3 Days
I dreamed of you last night. Diamond ring. Rose quartz rhetoric. Someone said that you were sad inside, and I didn’t understand, because my heart is at home, on my sleeve, on my cheek, on my lips. The waking world was waiting, but I wasn’t in a hurry, watching your nervous negotiation, with the future,…
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4 Days
Good morning. There’s nothing good about it, but it’s social convention, to be polite and follow all the rules. I smile, this morning, just because you said you like it when I do. Bound to be beholden, binding myself in bubblegum knots, water boarded by the tears of my temper tantrums, I say “Good morning”…
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5 Days
Last night, I wondered what would happen, if I never saw you again. I thought about the bakery you said we would visit. I tried to imagine the taste of fresh bread, so I could be less bleak, but bread made me think of your mouth, and how gently you kiss, when you have just…
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6 Days
I don’t think I’m angry, anymore. I don’t know what this feeling is. This gnawing knot, somewhere deep within me, that I can’t see, so I won’t acknowledge. A detached ache, when my mind lights up, blue, your colour, in so many ways, ransacked from the rainbow. I don’t think I’m angry anymore. I don’t…
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The Fire Reigns
The fire reigns, above the rivers I’ve been lost in. Scarlet heart, demanding, dancing to silence, waist, wasted in the depths of our tenderness, drunk and drowned. I offer my body to the flames, to the rivers, two entities, is what I have become. His and hers. Mine and yours.