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Yet Another Ramble Full Of Longing About My Leo
I haven’t slept beneath the Sunday sun with you for a while, but every so often, I slip into a scene, subconsciously, in which I do. I always wake up in a bittersweet mood, when I’ve spent the night inside my mind, inside of your arms (if it sounds complicated, that’s because it is complicated),…
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Ebbsfleet International
I drove past Ebbsfleet International, in the dark, and my heart was dark, gloomy, lonely, remembering how I’d sit after my shows, on a bench, drinking deep from the sweet memories of applause, my narcissism fed for the night, before I headed home, to collapse into comfy sheets and disjointed dreams. I am on the…
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Fixing Mirrors
The last time I left my heart to someone else’s devices, it was divisive. Split in two, right down the middle, in a painful, pristine pink line, I left my inner child, bleeding out, on a beach, atop a mountain. I smoked, making circles out of the car window, as I watched the waves turning…
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This isn’t just about typos, tapes, staples and pencils, is it, Hunnybee?
I wrote your initials on each of my scars, so I’d remember that pain doesn’t own me anymore. There is fire in my veins now. Candy in my kiss again, my lips soft, for when we next meet, and my hands are heavy with jewellery and fidelity, nailed to your desk, to show my devotion.…
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I Have Emptied Out All My Anxieties and Presented Them In A Long Ramble, For The Ease Of My Long Suffering Therapist
I miss being bankrupted by my local cinema for a small popcorn and a milkshake. I miss being alone in the dark, as monsters make chaos on the screen before my eyes, while I imagine an arm around my shoulder and a kiss upon my cheek. I miss being kissed. Kissed by him specifically. The…