Sincerely, Jennifer x

March 4, 2022

99.999999% Sane

I used to believe that I was a wild woman.I was mad and made of storm clouds,lost in a love affair with languishing,fatalistic as I faced the feminine urge to unravel. I have travelled to places you’d never believe,coconut lip gloss covers a lost girl’s kiss,so unattainable, so unavailable,locked in a tower, behind a lake…

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March 3, 2022

Things I Tried To Stop Saying To Myself In The Mirror Every Morning

Look at me. Let yourself be honest about what you are presented with. I have never been a Princess, never tainted and torn apart by a destiny, never really on the road to anywhere special, just dropped into a dull commuter town, sprinkled with a little exotic culture and left to get on with it.…

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March 2, 2022

Christmas Diamonds

I thought I might die, when I spied the diamonds she had put aside for me,Christmas morning,clasped in sugar paper under a plastic tree.I got lost in my luxurious imagination,picturing her, braving the piercing pinches of the winter’s wind on her fair skin,her collar high around her neck,hands digging in her pockets for warmth and…

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March 1, 2022

I Was Checking Your Instagram Because I Thought I Was Too Harsh and I Wanted To See If You Were Okay, But It Turns Out, I Wasn’t Harsh Enough :)

My shoes are my own,cheap, unchallenging,made for me to meander and muse,while I sing the blues and cry with the eyes of a criminal.Someone told me once that I couldn’t be captured,and it consumed me,because it felt like a fated prophecy,some kind of inexplicable, inescapable destiny,and the lines on my hand all seemed to lead…

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March 1, 2022

Sweet Pea

I went sailing, when I should have been sleeping,the ocean was excited to see me,throwing herself against the boat, so desperate to touch,so sweet in all her sorrow.I had been away too long, and I had broken her heart,fortunate that she was the forgiving type. I had kissed her, more times than I could count,but…

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99.999999% Sane

Things I Tried To Stop Saying To Myself In The Mirror Every Morning

Christmas Diamonds

I Was Checking Your Instagram Because I Thought I Was Too Harsh and I Wanted To See If You Were Okay, But It Turns Out, I Wasn’t Harsh Enough :)

Sweet Pea