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Affirmed
I wrote to a therapist this morning. Detailing my drama, that I playfully play off as diva behaviour. I think, what I really want, is to be affirmed, for all the maddening sadness to be heard, confirmed and then confined, to weeping pages, airtight cages, where it can’t follow me. I used to want to…
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Solitude Is A Solid Ally
I want to be free, but I chain myself to pain, in case it leaves me. She has always stayed, lonely on my window sill, chains around her neck. She is not ideal, but she is complex, constant. Maybe, that’s real love.
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The Noise
I don’t want to die, by any means, but I have not really enjoyed being alive, for quite some time. I feel like I’m on a constant track, that deviates, in a sense, every now and then, but never to a place that makes sense, just to a noise. I know that makes no sense,…
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Dream, My Darling
You’ll never learn to be happy, because you’re happiest when you’re heartbroken. It just brings something to the surface, a cynical siren call, that you can’t resist, and you will make the same journey, so many times, on just a few hours sleep, and a few cigarettes, shuttled between scenes that all end the same,…