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War Is Over, If You Want It
Good morning God. The war is over, my eyes are bleary, blinded by the sun, sinking into his soft skin. The sun is in my soul, cursed by his charms. I am rich and warm, smiling, wild and wicked, as I seek him, beneath the sheets. This feels foreign, God, and I feel foreign, often,…
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Sincerely, Jennifer x – S05E05 – In Which Jennifer Is Kidnapped
On today’s episode, Jennifer shares some new poems, and talks about being kidnapped, the struggle to be self sufficient and what happens when your heart doesn’t work the same way as everybody else’s. Jennifer also updates you on recent events in British politics, including Angela Rayner’s PMQs debut, the chaos of the child maintenance service,…
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For It’s There That I Belong
Bewitched, beautiful in a cool breeze, the world is motionless and mute, for a moment, as you let me be Lydia, breaking out of London, nine of hearts… Nine of hearts… Nine of hearts… I think, when I don’t allow myself to think too much, that you could be much more, than I initially thought.…
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I’ve Been To The Doctor, and Ignored Everything He Said
So, It was you. You, who never left, leaking emotions by my side, burrowing inside me, breaking me until I have no choice but submission. You, who never left, latching on, lashing out, leaking emotion, in a confusing cycle, until everyone else leaves, and it’s just you and me. You. Me. You ask me, with…
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Kindness
Dare I ask for kindness, of you, after all this time? No. There is weakness in that, I’m sure. Complete, for now, obviously still bruised, momentarily musing that I’ve made things up to myself, easing back into breathing on my own. Banishing you, and yet, still being haunted when I sleep. Could I ask you…