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The Things I See In The Dark
Watching you walk away, I am stuck in place, until you return. I make plans, of how I’ll tell you, that it’s over, knowing they are just fantasies, preemptive proposals, that came together too late, because you have already gone, and I am talking to myself, talking myself down, from going back to a version…
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So Many
I told myself, again and again, that you weren’t like him. I looked at your face so long, with such suspicion, until it became his, but I told myself, again and again, that I was crazy. I told myself, I was sabotaging. I told myself, I was paranoid. I told myself, I was childish. I…
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Gone Fishing
Thirty five minutes, since I went mad, again, isolated, by government order, and by circumstance. Oh, God, I tried not to let loneliness fall in love with me, but she sits at my front door, locked out, but still sneaking in. She never brings flowers, just reminders, of all the promises I believed, and all…
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Blinded By The Light
I used to dream about the sea, waiting for the waves to wash my days away, but I’m too tired to dream, I close my eyes, and there is nothing. They say I’m bleak, as if the world hasn’t grown slower, and lost its colour, as I grew taller. Maybe I’ve been bleak, for so…
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Happiness, And Other Made Up Fairy Tales
I thought, for a change, I might try to be happy. I read once, that you can have the life you dream of, if you believe enough, but I’ve swallowed so much snake oil, that I’m not sure there is room for more, so my belief system is just a blanket of bad ideas, patched…
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Sincerely, Jennifer x 