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The Way I Am
This is just the way it is.Nestled in our nihilism,watching Geno documentaries with dropped jaws and wide eyes.I smoke cigarettes as you slink your hands around my waist,not a care in the world,not even for you,nor for the blue aura that beats in the air,pulsing and pushing as your eyes light up.This is just the…
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Fix Me, Love Me
You’re on the doorstep, in the moonlight,coaxing me me from my candy land of contorted chapters,where I awake, unable to question, and unable to experience,just sitting in place,bastardised beauty queen,doing everything I can just to get through it. I ride alone as the night falls,and you follow along,flying on the wind with such will that…
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Coping Mechanisms For When I Remember That You Are No Longer Mine
It’s only over,that’s all.Memories exist,but taste oh so bland. It’s only over,you know.I’ll remember you,like I remember Hastings beach on a sunny day,when I dug myself into the sand with a sullen, tear soaked face and begged to stay. It’s only over,I guess.I have nothing to cry about but everything.I write your name in the…
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Little Girls Must Fight Their Urges
Someone mentioned your name yesterday,and my nails dug into my palm,the marks still present as I struggled out of a dream of you this morning,asking myself why my impulse is still to punish myself for your presence in my subconscious when I am supposedly free? The trains are fucked this morning and all I can…