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The Way I Am
This is just the way it is.Nestled in our nihilism,watching Geno documentaries with dropped jaws and wide eyes.I smoke cigarettes as you slink your hands around my waist,not a care in the world,not even for you,nor for the blue aura that beats in the air,pulsing and pushing as your eyes light up.This is just the…
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Fix Me, Love Me
You’re on the doorstep, in the moonlight,coaxing me me from my candy land of contorted chapters,where I awake, unable to question, and unable to experience,just sitting in place,bastardised beauty queen,doing everything I can just to get through it. I ride alone as the night falls,and you follow along,flying on the wind with such will that…
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Coping Mechanisms For When I Remember That You Are No Longer Mine
It’s only over,that’s all.Memories exist,but taste oh so bland. It’s only over,you know.I’ll remember you,like I remember Hastings beach on a sunny day,when I dug myself into the sand with a sullen, tear soaked face and begged to stay. It’s only over,I guess.I have nothing to cry about but everything.I write your name in the…
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Little Girls Must Fight Their Urges
Someone mentioned your name yesterday,and my nails dug into my palm,the marks still present as I struggled out of a dream of you this morning,asking myself why my impulse is still to punish myself for your presence in my subconscious when I am supposedly free? The trains are fucked this morning and all I can…
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Ever Present Changes
Flowers are fading as winter hangs in the air,hot chocolate in her hands and a smug smile on her face.Trees grasp to the last of their green glimmer,glittering lover’s tears trickling down the solid branches as another departure is dragged out,winter’s wicked grin towers grim over autumn’s last weeks,watching the earth wither and die.It’s okay.Everything…