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Tag: fear

January 12, 2023

I Finally Climbed The Mountain and Then You Pulled Me Back Down

I am lost under a lie,piled upon by people with no stakes and too much time,and I am the most desirable demon,sought after but shouted at,punished for stepping outside of a box I didn’t even notice I was in. Cast in a dream that could never come true,playing opposite a dreamer who depends on me…

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April 8, 2020

Full

For so long, I was the love of my life. Admittedly, I wasn’t THAT crazy about myself, but I knew I was all I had, so I found a way to adore her, never letting my eyes stray from her dreams, holding her at night, as she cried, keeping her on track. I knew where…

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November 30, 2019

Closer To Madness

I know I have to let go, to be able to let you in. I know I have to cast out my regrets, so I have room to regress, into a place where I had not been punished, simply for hoping and dreaming. I know you are not the echo, that I sing to myself…

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