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So Many
I told myself, again and again, that you weren’t like him. I looked at your face so long, with such suspicion, until it became his, but I told myself, again and again, that I was crazy. I told myself, I was sabotaging. I told myself, I was paranoid. I told myself, I was childish. I…
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Gone Fishing
Thirty five minutes, since I went mad, again, isolated, by government order, and by circumstance. Oh, God, I tried not to let loneliness fall in love with me, but she sits at my front door, locked out, but still sneaking in. She never brings flowers, just reminders, of all the promises I believed, and all…
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Being Vague To Own The Libs… Wait… But… I’m The Libs D:
Completely. It’s complicated. For a lifetime, it will grow and change, delighting, disappointing. I just want something real. I just want something passionate. I’m not sure if I even have a point. I don’t have any more to say, because being vague is the only fun that’s free, in the grotesque but glorious world I…
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It’s Okay, Because I Love You
It’s okay, because I love you. I used to listen to that song, all the time, (No, I won’t sing it, but buy my albums on iTunes) because I loved someone, and I wanted them, more than I ever knew I could, because I am the kind of girl, who wants things so much, too…
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Let There Be Love
Sometime around my seventeenth birthday, in fact, exactly on my seventeenth birthday, I was sat, crowded by people who loved me, staring down a cake, that made me anxious, making a wish, for someone else to love me, differently, obviously. I wasted a wish, on a waste of time, waiting for too long, for the…