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All I Want For Christmas Is You… To Stop Being On My Mind
Last Christmas, I thought about you, briefly, as I put away the shopping and spotted your favourite after dinner treat in the cupboard, at the insistence of the company I was expecting. Nothing to do with you, no reason to think of you, but down the rabbit hole I wandered. Down the depths I slipped…
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I Am What I Am
I realised this morning that she has let herself into every aspect in my life.Late at night,she stands next to my bed,keeping me from sleep with that stupid, simpering smile she used to do,just for me,and it never stops. It doesn’t end there either.I had the great displeasure of discovering that the entirety of Mark…
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I Love You, But I Have To Go
It’s all falling down.London Bridge,and all the things you dreamed of,as you stared across the river at it.I love you, but I have to go,because there’s nothing else I can do,except mourn you in solitude when I eventually arrive on safer shores, of course,but for now,all I can do is pull away my fingertips from…
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Counselling
Don’t be stubborn. Don’t be distrusting. Don’t be so distressed. Don’t carry the crimes of lost souls, into your new life. These are the mantras, I repeat in my mirror, every morning, trying hard to adore the idea, of existing in such an unsure, unappealing universe. I don’t mean to be unkind, but as a…
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Full
For so long, I was the love of my life. Admittedly, I wasn’t THAT crazy about myself, but I knew I was all I had, so I found a way to adore her, never letting my eyes stray from her dreams, holding her at night, as she cried, keeping her on track. I knew where…