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Star Watching
The earth is still tonight. Gradient sky, so sweet and shy above me, so many shades of blue, dusky and delicate, showing off the stars I never see, because air pollution wants all the attention, but the earth is still tonight, and the stars are here to visit, I remember when I stood by your…
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Lockdown: Day Number… Honestly, I Don’t Know
The world is ending, probably. I’m not a doctor, or the prime minister, so I can’t be sure, but everything feels unapologetically apocalyptic, so I’m not sure what else I’m supposed to think. I think I’m supposed to panic, but I’m actually relieved, laying in the dark, remembering little moments of life, my heart, still…
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Happiness, And Other Made Up Fairy Tales
I thought, for a change, I might try to be happy. I read once, that you can have the life you dream of, if you believe enough, but I’ve swallowed so much snake oil, that I’m not sure there is room for more, so my belief system is just a blanket of bad ideas, patched…
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Halloween Hell
You held me close, holding a halloween mask to your face, hoping your costumed bravery would not betray you, on the sofa, suffering from a racing heart, racy thoughts, to distract you from the dark screen, dark dreams. Suffering for me, your desensitised darling, Halloween hell, that lasts all year, but lives in heaven. You…
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Clownery, Luv.
I found you once, on MySpace. Fifteen, fixated on the way you were, disappointed to feel disjointed from what you became. Scrolling down, looking for someone that no longer existed, but still carried your name, and the sweet green eyes, I missed so much.