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Insomnia
Four cups of decaffeinated tea. Some ironing. Toast with butter and jam. Lavender. A glass of warm milk. Eastenders. A double malibu and coke. Six cigarettes. Eight levels of Sonic. A documentary on dinosaurs. Three gin and tonics. More lavender, all over my fucking clothes, all over my fucking bed, all over the fucking floor,…
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Self Preservation For Dummies
I slept as best as I could,surrounded by solemn, strange illusions,that clung a little to me as I opened my eyes.It was Sunday,and all I wanted was the world,but, first, breakfast.Ice cream at four AM,a cigarette in the quiet, crunching garden,full of frost and forgotten flowerbeds.There were hills and valleys waiting for my feet to…
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Falling Awake
Fluorescent, flashing lights go out, and I am descended into a darkness, so desperate that it draws its arms around me and holds on. I hold my nerve, hollow, held breaths as I count the beats of my heart, each one taking longer than the last to arrive because I am travelling, trailed by the…
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My 2017 Goals
Hola Amigos! 2017 is here! 2016 was a trek of a year, and quote difficult to get through in parts, but it is now time to look towards 2017, with careful optimism. My goals for 2017 are: Sleep More I adore sleeping. If I could list it in the hobbies section of my CV, I…