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Gemini

You went mad,

because you thought I didn’t find you funny,

and you had spent every day,

before you found me,

thinking that was all you were.

It’s not that I am resigned to remaining miserable,

no,

that’s not it at all,

and I do,

on occasion,

find you amazing,

amusing,

downright confusing,

delightful,

insightful,

interesting,

and bemusing.

You are a snowstorm of sentimentality,

that swirls all around me.

I reach up,

gripping on to each new aspect of you,

that I discover,

until I am snowed under,

melting and freezing all together,

a sun tanned slushy,

trying to sum up,

all the ways I want you.

So,

don’t think,

that I don’t laugh,

sometimes,

it just has to be internal,

because I am just overwhelmed,

by the eternal ways,

you find to surprise me,

by bringing a new kind of joy to my day,

every time I see you.


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Sincerely, Jennifer x – S04E08 – Harry Potter and The Cancellation Of J.K Rowling

On today’s episode, Jennifer talks about seduction techniques, letting go of the past and the recent controversies surrounding J.K Rowling, and the movie Cats.

Jennifer also updates you on the first week back at Parliament, and what comes next.

You can find the new episode on your favourite podcast provider here, and you can find the episode guide for Sincerely, Jennifer x here.

Season 4

Besos,

J x



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Night Walks

The world flickers,

fading away,

as you tell me,

that you think I could be meant for you.

I start to wonder,

my hair at the mercy of the wind,

my heart at the mercy of your own,

in a new world,

that builds up,

as you build up the courage to kiss me…

 

I start to wonder,

why the man who believes in nothing,

made an exemption for me.


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Everything Is Fine, Don’t Give Into Despair

I ran away,

just to come back,

when I thought nobody was looking.

Racing away,

to sit by the sea,

watching anime,

in the middle of the night,

as the tide copies me,

running and returning too,

just to see if things feel any better,

when you finally escape.

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It doesn’t,

if you’re followed by what you ran from.

I am followed,

by absurdly long,

run on sentences,

that don’t rhyme,

because I’m pretentious,

and a teacher told me once,

that I didn’t have to be like everyone else,

so I’m consumed with that,

along with complexes about my appearance,

my heart,

and my destined destination.

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I sent my lover a love letter,

from the shower,

because I was showered with suspicion,

that maybe he’d stop loving me,

because I’m just the kind of girl,

who can’t accept,

that maybe,

I am destined to be desirable,

to somebody,

and now I’m sounding like a Smiths song,

surrounded by shame,

at the fact that I’ve never felt proud

of who I ended up being.

Hang the poet,

because,

fuck it,

she might enjoy it.

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In the afternoon,

I watch a Prince,

feeding pigeons,

outside a dungeon,

where I keep my heart,

oh,

but as you’ll know,

she’s gone missing,

happily captive,

and forcing me to smile a little too.

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The pigeons show their gratitude,

by asking for more.

crowding his crown,

their mouths still full of food,

spitting seeds as they scream,

“Please Daddy,

can I have some more?”

and,

honestly,

I can relate.

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It’s Christmas soon,

and I have a complex about that too.

I meet the eye of every elegantly dressed tree,

saying “How do you do?”

to gift related anxiety,

as I journey through December,

waiting for it to be over.

I have a long list of wishes I want,

but my mum can’t get them on Amazon,

so I’m not sure I should say,

“Just get me a new face,

a competent government,

and an end to the ache

of being unsure of where my life is going.”

because,

well,

nobody invites Debbie Downer back for New Year,

even if they gave birth to her.

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I have waited for the life I have,

and the life that I see in the horizon,

for as long as I have been alive,

yet,

every time I get a hit of happiness,

I am back in the gutter,

back at it again,

vapid,

with eyes full of wonder,

watching pigeons pester strangers,

for more of the same,

mouthing,

“same”,

as I smoke a cigarette,

expelling smoke rings and regret,

over nothing in particular.


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Bad Love

Everyone says that I’ve got it bad,
but you’re the first time life has gotten good,
in what feels like a lifetime,
and I spend my time,
traipsing through this life,
smiling wide,
making playlists of all the sounds I hear,
when you text me,
which is totally teenage,
and like,
not to be that guy,
but I’m gonna be that guy,
I like being your girl.


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