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A List Of Things I Lost My Mind Over At 4AM
It is 4am and I need to empty out my head because every time she hits the pillow, she pauses to read aloud another tortured thought, and, of course, that means no sleep, so I have a sly plan, to make a list, leaving it all in the lines, so I can lie down and…
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Sick Of It All
I get so sick of it, you know. All the flowery ways in which I could say “I fucked up, and I don’t know if there will ever be time to fix it.” and there are kind smiles from all the obliged ones, who can’t escape my incessant mess, because we are bound by blood…
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The Truth, On National Coming Out Day.
I have known I was a lesbian since I was about ten, and it scared me to death. Well, I say that, but it was more that I knew I was interested in women, not men, but didn’t know what that really meant since I was about ten. More on why that was in a…
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Choking. Dying.
Even in my dreams, my days are dark and dismal. My mind is so cruel. My mind is a maze, and I am always so lost. It takes the edge off. Give me a new dream, a breath of clean, and fresh air. I’m choking. Dying.
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I Am Sane
Crazy is what they call the girls who figure out how the world works.I have been lost to lunacy for the longest time,but it’s time to strip away stereotypes and the chains that they use to claim my soul,because I am not what they want me to be,but I am still a wonder of this…